Alone

I hate myself for even thinking this. But, I'm starting to feel like no one likes me. And I don't mean guys liking me, I mean, I feel like people try to avoid me. Because I am well, me, I'm not able to see why people would avoid me. Ok, now I am NOT giving you permission to slam me and tell me everything that is wrong with me. Everywhere I look, I see people with their friends, laughing, smiling, and having fun. But thats the thing, I'm only ever watching. I mean, yes, I do have my own friends, but even with them I feel like I am sitting on the outside. I think I may be just imagining things, but I wish it would stop. I don't like being alone, and I have been a lot lately.